whiteoab

                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我像隻擱淺的魚  奮力的在地板上掙扎、扭動
                                                                               
拳縮 擺尾
                                                                               
我快呼吸不過來
                                                                               
身體裡像是有另一個生命在跟我對抗
                                                                               
                                                                               
我叫不出聲  哭不出來
                                                                               
想要乾嘔著把另一個靈魂吐出來
                                                                               
嘴巴模仿著嘔吐的姿態  可是吐不出東西  只有吐出枯竭的嗚咽
                                                                                
 
                                                                               
                                                                               
法國人說高潮像是小死一回
                                                                               
我沒有高潮  可是我像死了一回
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
這樣的痛到底還要經歷多少次  我才能獲得救贖